I was touched by this comment from a recent client... January 2011
Dear Lucia,
I want to thank you for such a wonderful evening. For me, it was one of the most wonderful evenings I've had. You gave me joy and there are not enough words to say how much I appreciate you for that. If you ever feel blue, remember that one evening you gave me life, and then please smile and realize how wonderful a person you are.
I had this superbly exciting experience and I want to share it! I'm a little frightened of how people in my life would see it and view me. I am afraid of being judged. I realized that I was not getting important needs in life taken care of. After a lot of soul searching, I decided to hire you. Once I made the decision and arranged our meeting, the day before we met I became so excited! It was an injection of excitement, romance, and joy. I was a young kid again, I'm in my 60's, but it was like waiting for Christmas! When we met, we had some wine and dinner at a local bar. Afterwards, it was a night of touching, hugging, kissing, and talking. The best way I can describe it was like being on a honeymoon. It was magical. When you haven't been kissed or held or even been naked with a woman for so many years, I'd forgotten how pleasurable it is. When you left I couldn't sleep, I wanted to enjoy the experience even longer.
When I was in the military, I had experiences... some good and some not so good. Last night was very special. It was interesting to me that you refer to yourself as a provider or a healer; for me, that evening, that is what you were. I feel so grateful to have had that evening. Yet, I feel sad that I need to hide this from people in my life; the social view of sex workers being what it is. It's not only the workers, but also the customers who are negatively judged.
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